f. There is a psychology term called
the Misinformation Effect, also known as False Memory. It basically states that
the human memory is anything but flawless. Sometimes we believe we remember
something perfectly, every minutia, every soft surface. But the truth is, we’re
wrong. A perfect example of this is when ten witnesses of a crime seem to have
ten completely different accounts of the crime. According to the misinformation
effect, when we witness an event and then get some incorrect information about
that event, we incorporate that incorrect information (misinformation) into our
memory of the event. And so we end up with an altered memory of the event. We
are all susceptible. And so when Shields says, “Consciously or unconsciously,
we manipulate our memories to include or omit certain aspects. Are our memories
therefore fiction?” I can’t help but agree. Because whether it’s the conscious act
of trying to bar certain negative memories from our minds for the sake of
coping, or the unwitting manipulation of certain memories, we do it.
g. We all lie. We might refrain from
telling a certain person she looks like a meat-packed penguin in that tiny red
dress because we don’t want to hurt her feelings. We might not tell the current
object of our affections that we just went out on a harmless lunch with our ex
because, why have them worry when it was meaningless, really? And, I don’t
know, maybe if someone asks you if you’ve ever had sexual fantasies with
unicorns you’ll say no because there’s an extent to the normalcy of fetishes
and you’d rather not be ostracized by all humanity. And, just maybe, you’ll
play tonsil hockey with someone other than your boyfriend/girlfriend and
casually forget to mention it, because it really didn’t mean anything. Whether
it is by omission or straight out lying, we all do it. Because it makes life
easier, it makes our relationships sail smoothly, it let’s us glide by without
too much turbulence. And so I agree completely with #198. “We all stretch the
truth and tell lies by omission. Just getting along with people involves both.
Humans are hardwired to deceive. We deceive when we’re competing with other
members of the same sex; we deceive when we’re trying to attract the other sex.
Deception is more the state of nature than not deceiving. In the animal
kingdom, virtually every species deceives all the time. Why don’t we lie even
more? It helps our reputation for people to know they can believe us.” We lie
to seem. We lie to appear like what we think people want us to appear. It’s
more natural for us to appeal to certain things than for us not to because our
society has made it that way, a competition for the most admirance in the entire
pack. It’s so true.
h. “The body gets
used to a drug and needs a stronger dose in order to experience the thrill. An
illusion of reality–the idea that something really happened–is providing us
with that thrill right now. We're riveted by the (seeming) rawness of something
that appears to be direct from the source, or at least less worked over than a
polished mass-media production.” Morbid curiosity. We’ve all heard of it. But the
truth of the matter is it is a cover that consumes most humans. Some argue that
we're compelled by horrible things because
it pays to scrutinize dangers that could threaten one's survival. Some argue
that we just want to feel empathy. I just find that things that are ‘real’ seem
somehow more impacting and interesting. To have primary sources divulge their
feelings and some really fucked up events in their lives is almost like
satisfying our craving for curiosity. But my curiosity usually deals with
actual events and actual peoples because fiction can deal with my curiosity and
millions of ways while reality has one sole answer. And the search for that
answer, the idea of understanding reality and things that seem so far-fetched
in my own life, is what makes the rawness of ‘reality’ and their sources all
the more appealing.
i.
“The illusion of facts will suffice.” I think what he means to say by this is
that while we pride ourselves on keying in on facts, on praising them and
building our lives on their morally-correct entities, there’s a part of us that
would rather some things not be true. Like the fact that your partner is
cheating on you. Or that your mother doesn’t really love you. Or that you can’t
find the square root of negative numbers because, quite frankly, the thought of
dealing with imaginary numbers kind of freaks you out. Just like imaginary
people talking to you in your sleep. But that’s not the point. The point is we’d
rather believe some things to be true when they’re really not, because that
semblance of morality, of facts, will make us feel better about the fact that
our life is, painfully, not able to deal with them
"And the search for that answer, the idea of understanding reality and things that seem so far-fetched in my own life, is what makes the rawness of ‘reality’ and their sources all the more appealing."
ReplyDeleteMost of these primary sources who divulge their feelings have stories that are dramatic, yes, but not that far away from your reality. They might be touching but we are all close of them happening to us. Any of us could become alcoholics, drug addicts (hope not), etc. Most importantly, I think reality can "deal" with curiosity in many ways. There a less possibilities than with fiction but the amazing thing about reality is that some things that happen resemble fiction.